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Friday, 8 March 2013

the snow whirls over the courtyard's roses

tea & macaroon...

china lion

mini aslan

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The last drops of winter. Tea & winter treats, intricate silver jewels to be worn with old, frayed jumpers. Finding china lions and painting nails grey and pink; February's palette.
International Women's Day for me has been spent with my sister - helping her make a short film. Afterwards she treated to me to home baked chocolate cake. If that's not girl love I don't know what is.



Monday, 11 February 2013

how's annie?

three nuts...

snack fuck

twin peaks tribute


Last week my sister, Soaky and I had coffee and doughnuts in honour of Twin Peaks. I watched the final episode a couple of nights ago, need I say devastated? COOPER!
The prediction of blizzards hasn't come to fruition but I still find myself wrapped in the thickest fisherman's jumper, the colour of seaweed green and herringbone knit. There is no heating. Cold water falls upon cold hands and I can't eat enough warm, milky porridge.

Monday, 4 February 2013

frosted february

February portrait

second of February...


More snow equals: a fur hat, black jumper upon black dress under a cameo of an unknown woman. The cold sun and light snow of February makes me optimistic, as does interviewing Kate Mosse, listening to Open Book & The Book Cafe and being nominated for a Liebster Award by the very kind Hannah of tea.three.sugars


Hannah's questions:
1. What inspires you?
Ice, snow, poetry, crow chorus & Anais Nin.
2. What do you never leave the house without?
A book & my phone to listen to the radio.
3. If you could only wear one colour, what would it be?
My mood at the moment dictates dusky, fondant pink.
4. If you could only shop in one place for clothes for the rest of your life, where would it be?
Etsy because then I would get the best of both worlds - vintage and handmade goodies!
5. What is your favourite season and why?
Winter, for hot chocolate, wild weather, sparkles of snow, the soft breath of huskies and comfort food.
6. Where is your favourite place to visit in the UK?
Whitby, for childhood memories, and the Isle of Skye, where I began to learn Gaelic and danced until 5 in the morning.
7. Stormy weather or calm blue skies?
I love wild weather, but it can get in the way of picnics...
8. What do you think is your best feature? (can be physical or mental!)
My imagination/ability to read for hours on end, I don't think I would be the same person otherwise.
9. What is your favourite smell?
It used to be my dog's ears - they smelled of Doritos.
10. What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
Oh dear, I'm sure there's some Cradle of Filth or Mortiis CDs kicking around. But I personally file them under Vintage Goth Gold.
11. What is your favourite song?
Currently Spell, by Nick Cave

My questions
1.Which living person do you most admire and why?
2. Your fancy dress costume of choice?
3. What is a trait you most admire in yourself?
4. What is a trait you most admire in others?
5. Favourite bird?
6. Where would you like to live?
7. What makes you happy?
8. Who is your favourite author?
9. Favourite dessert?
10. A habit you can't break?

I nominate:
Cynthia of a lion hearted girl
Valeria of Gilded Butterflies
Jem of Beautiful Clutter

Wednesday, 30 January 2013

geoffrey hill poetry

geoffrey hill poems


My current read. I've just begun the Mercian Hymns section, which before I've only managed to steal snatches of. I suspect much of Hill's deep, Christian sentiment goes over my little pagan head. For me language is the thing, and symbols bright as blood. It is a treat, for once, to discover a powerful poet who is not dead.

XII

Their spades grafted through the variably-resistant soil.
They clove to the hoard, they ransacked epiphanies,
verterbrae of the chimera, armour of wild bees' larvae.
They struck the fire-dragon's faceted skin.

The men were paid to caulk water-pipes. They brewed and
pissed amid splendour; their latrine seethed its estuary
through nettles. They are scattered to your collations,
moldywarp.

It is autmn. Chestnut-boughs clash their inflamed leaves.
The garden festers for attention: telluric cultures enriched
with shards, corms, nodules, the sunk solids of gravity.
I have raked up a golden and stinking blaze.

Monday, 28 January 2013

fimbulvinter

Burns Nicht

Burns Nicht

Burns Nicht

champagne truffles

white flowers

Vafþrúðnismál 55


Days of snow. Firs crushed, stooping low with the weight of ice, impenetrable darkness; Fimbulvinter. Time to hole up in Hoddmímis holt, wrap knees in brushed cotton blankets and hibernate. To travel through a blizzard, at night, road obscured by drifts, would be foolhardy, moich. But I did.
Something dark and unruly must have provoked this snowstorm - a short story of mine was being performed at Pitlochry's Winter Words Festival and I would risk a cold, treacherous journey north to see it. What a strange, magical, experience - the deep intonations of the actor, the darkness beyond, sparkle of snow outside and hushed silence.
But so bitterly cold! The only remedy was to order a malibu and lemonade to feign sunshine whilst wearing a brown fur hat.

The other evening was Burns Nicht. Candlelight, family, an indulgent supper of Arbroath smokie pate, haggis neeps & tatties and trifle (or cranachan!) Singing folk songs, Burns ballads and taking charge of wild cousins. My sister drew a knight on horseback for them. It reminded me of a time when my head and heart could accept nothing that was not roan chargers, renegade knights, eldritch prophesies, Tintagel or Tennyson. I was, and forever am, the child who answers only to 'Prince Valiant.'

Tuesday, 22 January 2013

afternoon snack

But he stoops, now
in the dark
upon us;
he is treading our women
and we men are put out
as the vast white bird
furrows out feathersless women
with unknown shocks
and stamps his black marsh-feet on their white and
marshy flesh.

Come not with kisses
not with caresses
of hands and lips and murmurings;
come with a hiss of wings
and sea-touch tip of beak
and trembling of wet, webbed, wave-working feet
into the marsh-soft belly.

- D.H. Lawrence

"the blood-consciousness is the first and last knowledge of the living soul"

D.H. Lawrence: An Unprofessional Study


My last read. It's a real treat when one of your favourite authors writes about one of your favourite authors! Again Anais Nin's demonstrates her profound wisdom and sharp perception; she penetrates to the core of D.H. Lawrence's writing, ideas and the author himself with stunning clarity. I was a slim volume so I gobbled it up in a day or so. I could read Nin for one hundred years, for ever and never weary.
In her study Nin draws attention to Lawrence's sensitivity, high regard for nature, disdain of cold reasoning and his celebration of darkness - the very elements I admire in his books. Of course, she puts it so eloquently, intuitively. I am not surprised she was only eighteen when her 'unprofessional study' was published because Anais is beyond talent.

Wednesday, 16 January 2013

cherries and snow

first snowfall of twenty-thirteen

snow-weeds

cherries on snow

Writing, writing, writing - of woods, wells and wishes. Discovering red hats and scissor necklaces. Radio ideas. Twin Peaks. Illness and cherries. Warm banana bread and pages of Waugh. Best of all; on Sunday it snowed. As a Narnian the chill, ice, cold breath, freezing fingers and thick drifts feels homely. Snow is normalcy, Celtic and magical. It clarifies my thoughts and fills me with hope. Yesterday I felt nothing in the world could trouble me as I drove north, under glass branches and frosted sky, and arrived at work to see Ben Y Vrackie white with snow.
In a moment I will tear cellophane off a new book. In another moment I'll have a bowl of porridge with warm milk. Simple joys.

Sunday, 13 January 2013

le fresne vintage

Judas Tree flowers


Up until now I have been keeping a little secret. Now that everything is up and running I can share it with you: I run Le Fresne Vintage, an Etsy shop inspired by Arthurian romance, Edwardians, folk music and French poets.
My perfect weekend is rummaging through car boots and fairs to find beautiful, romantic items and hidden vintage gems. Le Fresne is a place I can curate and share all these treasures because I can't possibly wear them all! I've added a new link to the shop under the banner and also below.
If you have any questions please let me know x

Le Fresne Vintage
Le Fresne Vintage
Le Fresne Vintage

Monday, 7 January 2013

a fool's profession

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A rare dry day to explore. Essentials are a leather bound diary to scribble and press flowers in, letter from a friend; to carry away and read in private, among dew and January wind. Simple accoutrements; kohl-black dress and a pillar-box red beret. Silver rings. Dark circles from late nights watching films. A Royal Affair, Anna Karenina, Mrs Brown.
Now a return to rain. Wet clouds, so grey that day turns into an eternal evening. Soggy streets, soup & redrafting stories is the order of the day.